Mixed emotions kept me having disturbed sleep last night due to have having a roller coaster of adjustments and time management issues. I do sometimes feel I am overwhelmed with everything but definitely not with despair and fear. The festivity is over but only did lots of walking, chasing, and other physical activities. I have tried cycling 12 kilometers, danced for more than five hours, walked for kilometers. Of course, in different settings.
But, God is not distant. I will not be abandoned or departed from Him.